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| 0146h 02 September 03 |
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its time to cut this luve crap shit fuck.. heres a take of myself
somehw i find my life is so mudane so dead
nth interesting
i feel so untapped
ever since she left
in my own world i enter
i get stuck in this box
i seek fun?
but when i have this "fun"
am i reall i happi?
i dunno..
dunno how long will i be in this box ..
19 yrs of my life gone 19 more to go can i make it?
Today's DM test was pretty ez. Could do it with ease except for 1 question hence i din choose it. Did it halfway got fedup haah..Expecting A+ heh +) eatme
Who wanna go RSAF this weekend.. I wanna go to take photos.. So nice so sard.give me a calll leave a msg.. I am off to listen more songs . Me == listener of songs but fan of none . Major revamp coming soon
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| 2028h 29 August 03 |
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what a day.. my wall driving got cancelled haha.. crappie.. On my way back home, several thots flew to my head. My fyp problem, my crazy attitude, how to continue my life, and of coz her.. Well.. I should just give up? and wish her the best i guess.. ha.. crap.. I worry my future, i worry myself, i worry for her... hmm.. shdnt think such stuff liao.. Here's wt my friend has to say " those that are in love wif the other party have already lost... 2 losers make the best couple..." i believe so.. Call me a loser hur hur hur.. =)
Anyway for all those seeking art heres my take on a logo I made for Linux SIG (NPLUG) ha.. less than 10mins work? logo comments are well entertained.
Heres my take on luv. "U fall in luv, u care for the person. But does the person do it in return. U dunno. U just luv the person so much it doesnt matter. Call it foolish. But tts luv."
cut the luv crap ahah.. self do my stuff zz.. I need a better life. |
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| 0220h 27 Aug 03 |
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wah so long nv blog today must blog zz ..From yesterday's event.. after a few days of chionging my assignment little sleep(wait.. i everyday little.. slp.. ) i haf finally completed it..Though there are some minor bugs here n there but yea .. its done!! finalli my stupig fucking webblog assignment is done.. Was some nice grp work with SK. I like the work we done.. satisfied. I saw her doing her work with her partner.. dun think she saw me..Back to biz.. We were stuck in the mmtc lab doign n doing n doing till the last hr the admin module farked up.. den debug debug debug.. den hand in just in time.. For those who know wt shit i am toking can give u a sneak of the index page here.For those who really wanna see all can just msg me via any source
Wah then after handing in when to have breakfast cum lunch cum dinner with some of my fwens from IT side. Dunno them well but they are a fun bunch =). So after that we boarded the bus there was this fucking nuttos guy he seemed very unhappy with NP scolded my friend indirectly wt ahbeng stupig dun study in NP lol.. me n my fyp partner were laughing our pants off.. damn farnie.. but that guy is nuts lar..
Den go fwen's hse play ps2/wc3 till like 3+ haha .. u guys must think i am crazi... nv slp since sunday n still stay awake.. to play game.. I dunno i just wanna forget things..
yea.. woke up play again lol.. den went to makan n meet fyp tutor.. Shit man this fyp is going to be damn challenging.. haizk.. o well work is gd ha.. crap..
my mood got spoilt at night.. did some things which i think i should n't do is better.. o well..
these few days getting broke.. =(.. I have lots of lost debts.. haikz.. how.. hw to ask to get back.. =\ cant buy anything .. . o well.. tmr's a new day
work zz. crap.. .. bye
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| 2143h 08 Aug 03 |
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Its been a long time since I update... I see lots of ppl entering n not leaving comments? heh.. Things are getting stressfull these days. I am quite sick of life in fact. Nothing but work.. knowing stuff and still unable to get what you want.. As part of organising committee for the school clubs man its hell tiring. Do this do that. Chiong overnight and whats the end result--.. I am still finding it.. =(
I dunno what I have become.. workacholic? crazi?.. Sometimes I just wish I could just end it all.. I dunno how dunno y.. just feel so.. I miss things =*( that I couldnt get over. What can I do?.. Study overload myself with work. U tell me what can I do..
Taking fireworks tomorrow.. Hope it wun be extremely crowdy..
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| 0206h 13 July 03 |
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| Fast update here. Here's a picture edit Scorpius
. Thanks to weiyi for the picture. It is kewl stuff. Today was sorta hectic. Slpt till quite long, slowly learn C Programming and then got fedup of it and started
doing my other stuff. =) . Will be going to Jurong East for some fun and a dip. Hope the slides are fun haha.
O well, time to do other stuff... |
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| 0043h 12 July 03 |
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| I am so shagged today. Even slpt at computer club(CCA).
Man today got sabotaged by my egarage mates. Now I am the official doorman whos going to "ying jie" the Secretary of
some thing(its a big post.. just below a minister). Lots of big frys will be coming next week. Must dress smart casual
tuck in etc..shitty man. Lots of things.. to do, lots of things to learn, will I find the energy to rid of my inner thoughts
I really do not know.... =\ |
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| 1201h 10 July 03 |
Its been day 3.. I still cant take things easy. Everything
feels so weird =(.. Sigh.. Whats a blog for when no one comments. Dun just read COMMENT. If u are
good enough I might do some stuff u request. Day 3 of school.. sigh.. School subjects are quite okay
so far. DM is going to be challenging.. cos no Amaths background. Cham.. man.. Later today will be
super long breaks. Sucks.. Hate it. Hope that I could get the xBox to play in my school.
O yea some designs that I made for my club(ops gallery died) shit.. friend just said DM is easy +( sad.. |
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| 0249h 01 July 03 |
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Its been a long time since I blogged. Someone pissed me bad enough today.
Whos the asshole. LJS. Currently multitasking myself. Learning how to swim/doing websites/learning stuff/ just trying
to keep my mind off things.. Its been busy. Been to town a couple of times, theres NOTHING to shop for. Clothes
aint fantastic.. either tt they are too pricey. Nautica is nice.. but one T-shirt alone costs 40 bucks wtf..
Hope I get to win the eGarage compeitition. Then I can get a HP jornada haha.. I hope that happens.
I can float haha.. In 2 lessons I learnt floating. Still learning how to surface for water. Anyone knows easy ways? Pls
tell me heh. Btw.. I have lobangs for Apple products so anyone who wants to own can find me. Life seriously suxs.
Satisfaction is hard to acheive. Satisfaction is hard to get. What is Satisfaction.?
Thats all for now will check in back soon. |
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| 0213h 17 June 03 |
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| Yesterday(monday) == sigh day. I feel helpless. Bad things aside
goods things forward. The ICTPhotoSig is currently
finishing. Do check it out and give me some comments please. Shall go to do some important hand writing |
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| 1511h 16 June 03 |
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| Heacache, slight sore throat and hate chn5. Stupid chn5 nv show
the NBA Game 6 yet show NBA game5. I woke up at 8+ just to check whether chn 5 has the game. To my
dismay, no game =(. And the game has already ended. Spurs won. Sigh I want the Nets to win. Going to interchange
later to get some stuff..for something. |
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| 0453h 14 June 03 |
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stupig scrollbar getting on my nerves..fuped internet connection
my eyes go weary.. I feel very confused .. Damn I need coffee =\. Was nice talking to a gd friend of mine
he had a couple of sweet stuff with his gf.. sigh.. Waiting for my ftp connection to be up.
Internet getting on my nerves. Somehow I think not many people gives a shit abt this page but
who cares.. Going to build on it heh.. |
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| 0340h 14 June 03 |
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| o.. its so damn "early" and am so wide awake. After
more than half an hour of trying to sleep, I gave up and took a long bath. Am now god damn good
smelling. I couldn't sleep ..sigh.. Head was bursting of thoughts, wonder what the hell was my
brain thinking about. Y am I so bothered. Anyway having my eGarage meeting later(wonders if I am
officially in the committe or go there embarass myself) I could not care less either. My mind is
now not focused on that. Will wait and see guys.. There will be some major changes around =) |
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| 0126h 11 June 03 |
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o rite man..I am so darn bored at home. Routine repeat ->
get up from bed -> do neccessary stuff -> play games -> slack -> tv -> slack more -> eat.. I need
a LIFE!!! Boredom got to me and hence I "wrote" a program based on the unix machine and have finally
come out with a new god damn good OS. See picture for more
details. I am selling at a dirt cheap price.
¬ if U have the slightest common sense its a spoof I made =P |
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| 2042h 08 June 03 |
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| Added a tiny bit more profile information. And after countless testing
with my friend Odin(gd test| he test my warcraft site too.
So finally the counter works and is tracking properly. Upz for PHP. Man today is tiring.. just debugging n debugging.
Talked to my comp. club president and I think we sorta settled the problem over the position. O well, its fate .
Time for makan... |
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| 1401h 08 June 03 |
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| touched up on some of the codes thanks to me dear for pointing them out.
here's a spoof I made on my results AD isnt that hard to get after all. Heh |
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| 0306h 08 June 03 |
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O man HORRAY!! FINALLY finished on building this website. After a
week of researching / coding / designing / redesigning / editing and finally this.. Hope it satisfies everyone hehe..
do sign a the guestbook.
Man, the meeting today at computing club was long.. I hate my position.. I desire/WANT the publisher position.
Hey man.. its a design position what more can I expect.. now have to test "tons" of hardware damn it.. |
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